After we talked.
Just like the Salinas is only a part time river, you’re only part time here.
Unless you count how frequent you are in my thoughts. Because I can not stop thinking about you. 4am-5am this morning I didn’t think of much else. It seems like such an unproductive and awful waste of time, but more miles than I can count means thoughts of you are all I have left.
31 July 2014
Just saw today that the city is building a skate park literally right across the street from my school. And I guess that’s kind of my way of saying that I’m staying for another year.
30 July 2014
I seriously want a Marxist analysis of what I should eat for dinner.
29 July 2014
Sometimes I impress myself by how fucking stupid and trusting I am.
28 July 2014
That was the most fun I’ve had in over a year and a rude reminder of how lame my life has become. Bike racing is great everyone should race bikes.
27 July 2014
Innocent and vigilant, ordinarily.
25 July 2014
I went condom shopping at Hobby Lobby today.
24 July 2014
"Are you really going to fuck your life up for a girl?"
"How else am I supposed to fuck it up?"
23 July 2014
Just about burned off all the finals baby fat.
22 July 2014
How much longer do you think until Israel goes full circle and starts building gas chambers?
21 July 2014
It’s 4:30am and I’m wide awake. 2009 is in full swing and even though sleep deprivation has given me an extra day, paralysis and the inability to focus on anything else has robbed me at least four.
21 July 2014
Losing touch with people is a reality of being far away and having anything else in front of you. Maybe you remember my incredulity when you first asked for my phone number or email. No way in hell did I think I could keep in contact with a near stranger for more than a month. I was pleasantly surprised by both you and me. And guess what now we are old friends. Its a new level of ease.
20 July 2014
Days of war, nights of love.
19 July 2014
My brain is a fucking mess.
18 July 2014